In my life I experienced a key experience in which I was deprived of any identification with the person and was given the grace to immerse myself in a deep human beeing.  After that, my path led me to Vipassana Meditation. I practiced this meditation very intensively for years and I was able to have deep, transforming meditation experiences. My kundalini was awakened and I went through the whole kundalini process. Meditation and living from the heart was my key of activating them.  Later I became a student of a Kriya Yogi and learned and practiced Kriya Meditation.  The Course in Miracles made me at peace with Jesus and revealed more deep experiences of awareness.  As a musician I immersed myself in the world of sound and mantras. At first withdrawn, for me alone, meditating and making music. But life wanted it differently and led me out of my seclusion. For a few years I accompanied retreats and satsangs with music and gave meditation courses. This in turn led me to my sound master, who trained me and with whom I was able to discover my calling.  Following an inner intelligence, combined with a great longing for freedom, was and is a guiding principle in my life. All accompanying aids, such as techniques, teachers, encounters found themselves.